In my lifetime, I've lost many people physically.

But this is about someone Ive lost emotionally.

My mom and I were very close when I was younger. We would share stories and play games together. Every morning and every evening she would tell me that she loves me and kiss me good night.
We were very close and I felt like I could tell her anything.

When I enetered middle school, everything changed. My mom started working during the day again and so her and I had less time to spend together. We would see each other about twice a week at the most and were to busy to even say hello.
I brought home a paper one day for her to fill out. It was a paper that said,"One thing I like about my child is...." and, "My child makes me most proud when he/she...."
My mom took two weeks to fill it out and later joked about not knowing me at all.
Since then we've been growing further apart. Now she goes around the house yelling and saying we all wish she were dead and that no one would care if she died or not. She scares me sometimes and its not in the loving BOO! way. Sometimes Ijust hope and pray that she'll come back to me. Hugging and saying,"I love you and you mean the world to me," but then I wake up and find its just a dream. Nothing can replace parents and with only one left its hard because your missing out on something.

I know that my mom is still here and that I'm lucky she's in my life.

I just want to hug her and tell her how I feel.